Not Sure Anymore

I’m not that strong

but still I carry on;

another day all alone

trying to make it on my own,

oh how I miss you so.

Not a day goes by

of me wondering why

you found it necessary

to leave the one you married;

saying you had to go.

I try to understand your fears,

but understand I need you here.

Every night I lie in my bed alone

I never thought I would be on my own

this far down the road.

What you’re doing with your life

I don’t know, but what do you care?

You left without any definite answer

leaving everything up in the air

it’s turned out to be a disaster.

I remember all the times we shared;

all the times you said you loved me

and how you would never leave.

Always together forever, you and me

but I’m not too sure anymore.

So many nights I cry

wishing you were by my side.

My feelings live inside myself

to others they’re never shown

I smile and keep carrying on.

You’re still in my heart;

but I’m not that strong;

faithful to you I’ll always be

but I’m losing hope that

you’ll ever come back to me.

I’ve resigned myself to the fact

that you’re not coming back, though

in my heart you will always stay.

I love you even though you’re gone

but with or without you I will carry on.

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